Goodbye I'm leaving this house and this country for home.

[annakovsky]

I've been perpetually in a weird emo-ish mood lately, where I'm like a big bundle of twitchy feelings I don't know what to do with. Well, channeling them into writing fanfiction is all I really know to do with my feelings anymore, but unfortunately I can't do that all day long.

It's just rough -- I've been having to tell everyone I know here that I'm moving away, and it's a big bummer, and every time I see the 83 bus I get a little pang, weirdly enough, and even though I think the move is going to be really good in the long run, right now I'm sad. Also, it's rainy and I'm listening to sad songs all the time, and I am very susceptible to the pathetic fallacy.

Anyway, here are the three songs I have on repeat right now, two of which are sad and one of which is peppiness personified, so they don't go together at ALL but I can't help it. One is Jonas Brothers, one is from the finale of Life, and one is from a Band of Brothers vid... which probably represents the headspace I'm in at pretty much all times fairly accurately.

More than Alive, Hayden
Street Light Halos, Jeffrey Foucault
Live to Party, Jonas Brothers

Also, Life got canceled and I'm bummed. :(

Also, I'm bored. I'm copyediting the world's most boring philosophical article and I can't focus at all. Someone come in here and talk to me about how Pam and Ryan should do it, or how Reese and Crews should do it, or how Nick Jonas and Lewis Nixon should do it or something.

Comments

[pennylane83.livejournal.com]

Aw man, I'm sorry you're feeling bummed <3 <3 <3 Seriously, maybe it wouldn't be so bad if it would just stop frickin raining??

And I guess if Life had to end, at least they were able to wrap it up a little? Maybe we should plan a re-watch of both seasons for this summer along with the Pam/Ryan bookclub y/y??

[annakovsky.livejournal.com]

Hahahahahahahahaha. Why am I now sort of intrigued by the idea of Nick Jonas in prison? NO, SELF, BAD.

[annakovsky.livejournal.com]

Seriously, the rain is KILLING MY SOUL. Haha, I don't even know if bummed is exactly what I am, I'm just a mass of feelings in general, it's ridic.

ALSO, HEY, I LIKE YOUR ICON.

Yeah, it wasn't a bad place for the show to end. I guess. Except for the conspiracy which was 100% ridic, haha. But God, we should SO TOTALLY do a rewatch of both seasons! That would help my poor broken heart. That and Pam/Ryan bookclub -- EVERYTHING'S COMING UP MILHOUSE.

[mardia.livejournal.com]

Oooh, I think that Lew and Nick show up to help them out, and that lots of jokes are told and there's quite a bit of Dick and Nick still sizing each other up (they're still in the getting-to-know-you phase, and Dick's still not entirely thrilled about Lew dating a 19 year-old. Lew just mostly finds it hilarious, because he knows that once they get over this, they'll realize just how much they have in common.)

But yeah, Dani's moving in, and it's generally a pretty good day, moving day's always hectic but that's fine. It's not until all her boxes have been unpacked and she's seeing her stuff next to Dick's, her clothes mixed in with his in the closet that she has to go outside for a second and just try to catch her breath and squash any sense of panic.

It's alright, she's getting better at panicking less--or maybe ignoring it when she does.

[smithereen.livejournal.com]

Oh man. There's two ways I can see that going. 1) The Prison Break thing where Nick purposely gets himself incarcerated so he can break Joe out. And then it's all Brothers! In a Dangerous Time! Or 2) Nick as Prison Boss. Cause you know he'd totally be running the place after a couple months! It might be hard going at first cause he couldn't come in cracking skulls, but he'd be DEVIOUS and he'd PLOT and he'd do lots of secret underhanded things. And he'd have this SCARY LOOK IN HIS EYES, like ALL THE TIME. And the new prisoners would come in they'd be all "Why are all the big dudes taking orders from that pretty boy?" and the other prisoners would be like... Dude. NO ONE CROSSES EL PRESIDENTE.

[annakovsky.livejournal.com]

Ugh, it's such a good shooooooow, NBC YOU SUCK. :(

Oh man, I'm so sorry you're having to move! That's terrible. Ugh, so stressful.

Heee, I am spending a LOT of time thinking about Nick Jonas falling in love with Mr. Winters, I'm not going to lie to you.

[park-hye-in.livejournal.com]

life got canceled? fuuuuuuuuuck.

[annakovsky.livejournal.com]

D: D: D:

[paintedmaypole.livejournal.com]

Dude! I still can't believe you guys are moving. I'm so sadface!

I recommend nothing but bad, hyper-produced pop music for packing and moves. Its mind and stress-numbing qualities have helped me through many a box of dishes.